Overthinking

I think I've been thinking about this too much.
I keep worrying about what I can and can't write about.
This may seem stupid but I'm low-key (high-key) terrified that if I write (talk?) about anything too controversial or that has a lot of stigmas surrounding it, my parents will shout at me. Or not shout, but give me the look.
You know the one I'm talking about?
The "wtf were you thinking, your so embarrassing" look.
I don't even live with my parents and I don't think they read this......
Plus, what could they even do?
Still gives me the fear for some reason though.

I'm also scared of people, people reading what they see here and using it against me.

I want to write about my experiences and views but I'm scared.
People online are scary.
It's basically a lawless world out there.

I think I'm overthinking this right now.

To combat this, I've added this video:

I've been feeling very stressed recently, like life is throwing all the shit it can at me.

I've got a million ideas about things and about a million drafts but my head feels fucked. 

I can't stop worrying about everything. 

I worry that I don't post often enough, that I talk about myself too much, that nobody actually reads this. I worry that my blog isn't good enough within the vast ocean of billions on the internet. 

That I'm depressing and annoying.

~I'm having another sleepless night, so if this doesn't make sense, that's why~

I hope y'all have a stress free Monday :)