Thursday, 13 September 2018

Alcohol

I got really drunk last night and accidentally posted the link for this on my Instagram and I'm kinda feeling a wee bit of pressure to post stuff now...

~I'm not going to delete it though as I did plan to share this at some point or another....silver linings I guess~

And a wee bit of fear, mainly because I've got people from High School on there and I dunno, that shit still really scares me.
You're probably wondering why I'm still typing  (talking?) to you at this point, knowing what I know and it's because I need to break away from all that. I need to stop being afraid. 

I'm still terrified..... ~nervous chuckles be happening right about now~

Even though I left 2 years ago ~I feel like I'm talking about prison lol~ and there's no way I could ever end up back there, hopefully, I have this innate fear in me that people from then are still going to say shit to me. That people are going to bully me.

I feel like a bit of a wet leaf......

Ahhhhhhhhhh anxiety stuffs.......

Anyways, I hope y'all are having a fabulous morning, day, evening and night! :) 














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